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So...got my wages...paid the payday loans. Borrowed another 1000 from 5 different payday lenders...lost all of it. i have no heat in my boat..sleaping in 1 degree celsius. i had 5 pounds left...bought 4 beers for 3.50...my life is amazing!! i'm pretty sure i'll die by christmass. fresia christmass...

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I dont think i qualify in giving any advices to anyone given the fact that i am in such a mess. you keep sayin you cannot make someone happy. how about making yourself happy first...if you can of course...im never happy....even when i win 20k im still not happy. but with people...what i know and...

Thank you all for your comments. I've been busy destroying my life even further. You see...I'm a gambling addict. I've been struggling with this addiction most of my life. But i the last year and a half things went out of control.  I am now in debt up my neck. My next 3 wages will go to payday...

I keep wondering myself...when am I going to snap? How much more harm i can do to myself? How low i can degrade myself? It's suppose to be so easy, just watch the sky, listen to the birds, walk on the grass. But how can you enjoy all these simple things when you are alone? Alone because you...