Search results

I don't have a favorite one but I am basically a pessimist and a cynic so the ones that try to emphasize positivity (ie we need to prepare for the loving aliens to land) don't hold my interest for long. I used to like Alex Jones when I was younger but now I find him to be a bit too much with...

I'm looking for friends/chat buddies and one of my interests is conspiracy theories. I'm middle aged and male. I don't care about age though, so if you are also interested in that kind of stuff and are lonely, please message me whether younger or older. I have other interests but I spend a lot...

I think it is not at all implausible that things go in that direction in the coming years. I wish the people promoting it were a bit more trustworthy (another conversation that will not go well if had publicly) but in the end I don't really care. Everyone dies. Some people just make it happen...

It is a disaster that has left those engineering it with a lot of blood on their hands...and there's only more to come. Luckily for them they don't care. I believe one's identity is primarily mental but biology isn't a racist construct and there is no point in having politics trump biology. It...

I hope therapy and meds can help restore the situation to one that is liveable. Otherwise, in an unliveable situation...well...some people choose not to live. I personally have struggled with this question throughout my life. I cannot understand how suffering has any value or justification.

Yes. But most people don't find it perfectly and/or permanently.

I cried on the inside today as I watched happy attractive people on a beach. I was trying to read about how medieval mythology formed the seeds of modernity's relationship to love while other people were...loving each other. Sad really. Some things are predestined and unavoidable. Once you know...

I think humanity is going to be moving away from trying to talk everyone out of suicide. The "controversial" suicide forums in which support is offered for actually going through with it are much more interesting imo. We can't make a happy society so people suffering from a terminal illness or...

...for everytime I failed to successfully rise to a challenge in life.

I'll never make another real friend before dying and the few in the past weren't real. I not only messed up my own life but someone else's. They'd be better off finding someone else than me but unless I'm ready to kill myself it'll be hard for me to let go. I need to get to that place where I'm...

Cool house. Cool lights.

I would meet IRL if I got to know someone or if it was a group meeting in a public place. I'm willing to chat with people if they send me a message. However, I don't expect it would result in any major changes for me. I think as time passed I've veered farther and farther away from the current...

I don't feel equally suicidal as usual when I am less lonely or have been happy. However, my life story imposes a necessary feeling of failure and loss of dignity that will never go away, so unless I was suddenly not lonely and significantly happier for a non-ending streak that also allowed me...

I can't fully let go of the past because it has and always will play a role in shaping the present and future. Nothing in the present and future will ever radically alter the fate that was prepared by the past. Nothing will make up for all that could have been modestly attainable but was instead...

I would like to join the discord pls.

There are some jobs that "losers" should be allowed to be given. I don't know why someone would have to literally compete to be put into slavery (aka "volunteering") just to justify being allowed to then compete for a basic job that requires little to no intellect or specialized knowledge.

Depends on the job and the office politics but unfortunately we live in a world that places an emphasis on your position in the supposed meritocracy. We might also be intrinsically programmed to need to work or at least have a purpose by which we expend energies and manage some stresses. I...

I was destroyed early on and would have needed a very high functioning intellect to overcome my position and have something to barter with in society. I did not have a high enough functioning intellect, therefore I never stood a chance given my circumstances and family environment. I've just...

It's over for me. I decided to stop trying. I need to just lie down and rest, in peace.

I have (mostly) fond memories of trains. The subway in Paris, Swiss trains, Italian trains, German, French. I made a little project in 5th grade about how steam engines work...just basic cause and effect with a diagram I traced out of a book. People acted like I was some sort of whiz kid...boy...