I don't want to work. What's the point? There are so many people out there all vying for the same low paying jobs who are willing to undercut me that any employer will take whoever they can use up the most. My only goal is to keep my Social Security benefits because without them I'll perish...
I'll never be able to find another psychiatrist either. I got lucky six years ago when I found someone a comfortable treelined two mile walk from my home. In a cushy and serene old house in a residential neighborhood with decent looking people in the waiting room and most times no people at all...
I feel like I'm losing something that was a part of my life for a big chunk of it. I'm 35. I've never had a psychiatrist for as long as I've had this one. He certainly wasn't a friend and I was always careful around him. Like the way a person is careful around another who can give you something...