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I am grateful for the place I live in and the income I have to be able to afford it. Because today it was 107 degrees and at age 56 I for some reason get hot quick. I am also grateful for the "adoptive" daughter I got. She helped me during my most depressing time January 2022. She is so sweet...

There was a filipino family that murdered theire own newborn child for insurance money. That was back in 1997.

I tried to emphasize that I no longer care what people do. It was fine talking to them but if they dont I am fine with it. There has been studies shown where in some cases attractive people get better treatment but not in all cases I have seen. Everyone has problems

I observe this not only with these 2 but with others. Have a good day

I observe a bit more now than i used to.

She is still with him

I just remembered this. If you want one of those very attractive women. They are not here in USA. I learned of this from a guy I bought his reports from. His name was Rusty Ferguson. He moved to the Philippines and he is up there probably age 67 and he is a chubby dude and his woman is in her...

I mentioned earlier about my neighbors. Yes she is a very attractive woman and her boyfriend is a attractive male. He has some mental issues and has even thrown her designer clothes in the trash (all of them). She has forgiven him of it because he is an attractive male. I think I forgot to...

105 degrees. I cleaned my AC filter and its still hot in here.

I not only see a mental health therapist who gives me ideas to think on before I act or get more in trouble. I also use this free service when I am having something bothering me...

I know about BDD. I see a therapist because I had a breakdown in October 2020 and its better to see a therapist on your own than a court ordered. Back to the "ugly". I am age 56 and after countless rejections and not 1 realistic relationship and the constant saying "Beauty is in the eye of the...

Well I did get plenty of beatings and glad I didnt turn into a trouble maker. I had one couple across where I stay and he had some mental issues and my neighbor and I talked with him and straightened him out when he was causing grief to her. Though we are no longer talking I am just glad I no...

Looking after myself is what I am doing now and I am enjoying it.

I was given the best advice from more than 1 person and that is to forget the past. I had a negative childhood but I have always sought for something better. I dont give up. If I cant get in one door then I will try another. As I mentioned in a previous posts I use to go after these "High...

I meet monthly with a mental health therapist. She tells me that I am in the real world. If I was not she would have to report me and I would lose a good job I have. I do at times think negative and sometimes I am wrong and other times I am right. But only she knows it and no one else.

I guess you got out of it in a good way. When I got into nurses aide in 1990 I met a guy a fellow nurse aide who put his wife through nursing program and when she became an RN making good $$$ she kicked him to the curb. So I am glad you are not owner to the $50K debt. What I learned is always...

I would have been gone. This adopted daughter. She helped me through an emotional time I was having and I had no money. We started to get to know each other December 2021 and when I got a good job I dropped $800 on her in May 2022 with my first paycheck. Then in October 2022 I started helping...

By society definition I am classed as a loser. For years I was chasing for the affection of these certain type of females that are called "High maintenance". Then I noticed that they were" too busy to talk to me but not busy to talk with others in their lane". So I changed my way of thinking...

This is going to sound weird but I am kinda glad about my low self-esteem. It keeps me in reality and off high horse and delusions of grandeur.

I am a guy that struggled with this weight. I use to weigh 500 at 6ft 1 and now I am at 390. Now at age 56 I am finally starting to come around. But not looking for relationship in romance sense. I have seen short men have nice wives. Us plus size men are out in the cold.