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I can say it online to a degree, but how could I say it in real life? Not that there's anyone to tell. But I can't even use that l-word to my counselor. I'd rather substitute "alone" and "isolated." What does it matter? I can't make connections with those out there and no one can solve my...

That has happened to me... it feels awful. You might feel like you finally connect with someone, and that you don't have alternatives. Then they drop you like you're nothing. I don't really get how people can be like that. Yeah, I know life happens and connections wane, but still.

That's the problem... there's absolutely nothing I can think of. And having to interact with coworkers terrifies me and working seems miserable anyway. I don't even have much interest in writing right now.

I don't really know what to say about it, honestly... doesn't help that I'm not good at telling anyone anything. Life, it seems so pointless. I've been alone for so long I don't even think company can cure me. Or being wanted. I've always been the kind of person that is completely invisible...

I don't care about life or existing. I don't see the point. No one really to tell, either. I'm part of another forum but I don't fit in there. Or anywhere. Just going through the motions.

I wouldn't know how to tell anyone and it's embarrassing. I'm more used to hiding everything. What difference would it make? I don't have anyone to tell anyway.

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Thanks everyone. I would say being able to properly express oneself, being able to speak when necessary, and being able to have normal relationships with others. All of which are pathetically impossible for me.

I'd say it is the return of the prodigal son, except no one would ever actually want me to return trololol A lonely life sure describes it though, huh? I am the one anyone in their right mind casts aside. In fact I am so boring I have nothing much to say. There's hardly a more boring topic...

It's the only thing I can think of... the only source of peace. Because who would truly care? And it's not like I have any purpose in this world or reason to be in it. In fact I don't want to and I find existing to be dull and odious.