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Same here. And my under-developed social skills and lack of experiences makes it harder. It's like I'm not a part of this world, almost like watching a movie instead.

Sounds so similiar to myself.

I have ideations from time to time. I'm trying to change myself for the better but it's become so hard to grasp simple concepts that would normally come naturally for others. I am not ready to die but I don't want to be stuck as I am for 36 more yearsor worse. That's when the suicidal...

38 Yeah I agree.

This is how I feel. I'm in so much turmoil right now and I don't know how I'm going to resolve it. It all comes out as anger.

Not often. I have one of those smiles that almost seems forced.

I think having a speech impediment contributed in part to my fears as well. Been stuttering since I was five. I hated having to read aloud in class or introduce myself to new people. I've had people hang up on me when i tried talking on the phone or order pizza. I would say that my stutter...

I'm funny, well at least I think I am. I do laugh to myself alot.

I am 36 years old with no friends. I haven't had a friend in so long that I can hardly even remember what it's like to have one. The last time I had friends was back when I was a teenager in highschool. And even then I couldn't say they were close friends. I never hung out with any of them...

This is something that I've felt alot. I don't like what I see in the mirror, and I'm not talking about looks. It's more like 'I wish I was someone I can respect' type of thing.

Thanks all.

Hello all. I have been lurking here for a few months but just didn't know how to introduce myself. I'm 35 years old guy who lives with my mom and bro (not by choice, believe me) and I guess you can call me the black sheep of the family. I have struggled with SA and loneliness for many years...