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I appreciate all those things. Materially, I'm more well-off that most people in my country - my parents spent their whole fortune to let their children live in the best conditions possible. It's all good, but those are two different matters whatsoever. When I'm going home from the gym, enjoying...

QuietGuy, please, tell me your story. I hope so much that I can relate to you. Minus I don't easily write it off - I just don't easily accept it because to do so would go against the reality of my life. I've already had my deal of sweet lies come crashing down on my head to know that empty...

This isn't true. There was a period in my life when I was generally very happy with myself. It was the period when I first realized that my lifestyle was wrong and started doing something about it. People still didn't like me and in retrospect, I can see why - again, because I have nothing to...

QuietGuy Please, don't think I am jealous, I am truly happy for you. It's just that I cannot relate to you even a tiniest bit. I've read and heard many such success stories and could never relate to the person breaking away from loneliness - all those people always had at least one...

Yes, Indestructible, I feel that way too. I don't know a way out of this other than the accidental way. Most probably, you will at some point in life meet a person who will make you feel comfortable. That person will slowly teach you to trust people again. I can only hope that this person finds...

I don't know how much I am worth. I only know that the absolute majority of people are worth far far more. Most psychotherapists and psychologists in this country are bored cynical old people who will either humiliate me and send me home, force me to take drugs or lock me up. Or any...

I've accepted that I will never be loved. I'm just too inferior to the average person for anybody to love me. I am ugly, socially retarded, talentless and poor. I have no redeeming features. It's killing me. I want to just die. If I could, I would've killed myself by now, I wouldn't even have...

It's obviously also a matter of learning skills, but that's also affected by my... well, crappiness as a person. I always do my best and always achieve significantly less than others. Besides, at 21 you're already expected to have a bunch of talents and skills and failure leads to more social...

Hello. My name is Carlito, I'm 21, I live in Russia and I've just about given up on life. I used to be a spoiled socially isolated kid who would stay inside all day and play videogames, and I never felt bad. Then I finally realized I was living a lifestyle I couldn't support and tried to get...