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We Are The Fallen

Wow Jude, you pretty much sound like me... The last part of what you said is pretty much along the same lines of my train of thought, although I tend to phrase it as "I will be around until there is no more love in my life at which time I can finally have my eternal slumber". I have tried...

I would appreciate any help that anyone can provide me in finding an old friend. I think many of you on ALL know this person. I am looking for dead. I have not seen dead on the forums in quite a long time, and I too have not been on in a long time myself If anyone knows how to get in contact...

I know that feeling all too well Aly. You pretty much have described what I go through on a daily basis. It would be so wonderful to stop putting on that happy mask but I cannot imagine anyone truly knows how dark my thoughts really are, nor do I expect happy or normal people to understand I...

To find my soul mate, or barring that, to sleep forever

As long as there is still love in my life. Once there is no more left (from people other than her), then either she will be there or I will finally get to rest in peace. At this point, I have no particular preference for either option, I just want the quickest possible resolution

I enjoyed reading all of the different points of view from the various responders so thank you "You can always shorten your life if you think it's too long; no need to wish you lived in another age" I think of this and wish for this every day (and in fact at one point was figuratively right on...

I have always tried to figure out why it is that so many people say that life is too short. To me, that is only something that happy people say. I openly admit that my point of view is biased by the darkness within me. Having said that, it actually seems to me like life is too long. For...

You don't remember me but I remember you I lie awake and try so hard not to think of you But who can decide what they dream? And dream I do... I believe in you I'll give up everything just to find you I have to be with you to live to breathe You're taking over me...

Eternal slumber would be nice...

Not being smart enough to understand how truly sad and lonely life really is and being naive enough to still believe things will eventually work out

Hi hsp, I totally understand what you mean. I too often find it difficult to come up with topics of conversation with others, friends or otherwise. I also notice that people, even without knowing me, tend to gravitate towards others more than me. This has happened as far back as I can...

We have not talked in a very long time but I have missed you... I hope the subject will let you know who I am referring to. I hope you have been well... I should have asked long ago :(

Thank you to all those who took the time to respond :) I hear what you all are saying, I just find it difficult to think positively when the precedence for negativity and sadness has been set for so long. One thing that is particularly saddening is that I should be happy in having my health...

Yellowcat & Seeker, Thank you both for your comments I do admit there are peaks and valleys in my feelings, but rather than peaking at happy it is more like my peaks are just times when I am not as down if that makes any sense. The last time I was "happy" was probably like 9 years ago. Back...

How does one remain hopeful when all attempts to succeed have failed? How does one remain optimistic when everything leads to darkness? How does one let go of the past when the present and future are not better? What is the point of anything when everything is just something to do? What is...

"Alone you are mighty, together you are legends" - Charles Xavier "Don't cross the streams" - Egon Spengler "Have you ever danced with the devil by the pale moonlight?" - The Joker "A life without love is not worth living" - ??? "Suicide is not chosen; it happens when pain exceeds resources...

I like your style :) I hope you post more of your work!

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