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Spirituality, man. I wish I could teach people how to feel the way I feel when really dark times fall upon us. I know how you feel. I'm not quite there yet, but flunking out and having to do another year of high school is sort of a real possibility for me. You have to find this inner peace and...

I agree about not fixating yourself on one girl. Generally, I keep lots of crushes and interests in my back pocket. Like, a lot. In times where I've gone against that philosophy and focused on one girl and out her "pussy on a pedestal" (as bad Jedi originally said, I'm too lazy to click "quote"...

It depends on the lighting. I having a noticeable lump in the middle of my forehead that is hardly noticeable or extremely visible depending on the angle of the light. It ruins every picture I take. I hate it. Like, I have actual hatred for this piece of my body. I'm going to have it...

No doubt. It's just high school and it's almost over. But at the moment, it still sucks. We would've made a good match were it not for...that.

I just want some type of intimate connection. Someone to hold/be held by and I'm truly fulfilled. I don't even need to feel like a priority or anything like that. Prefer I don't actually, because I'm afraid of smothering. Just some intimacy whenever possible. My heart is so full and strong at...

I can relate, in regards to siblings. I love my mother, and my grandmother and feel they love me back. They support me how and whenever they can, but I don't ask for much anymore. I never knew a father. My biological dad died before I could remember him and a distant step-father was present for...

Anyone ever found themselves in this situation? Without getting too much into the painfully embarrassing details, I know of a girl who likes me, finds me attractive... but not enough to risk the blow to her popularity, apparently. That grand societal hierarchy. It will get to you. When you...

I do this as often as the opportunity presents itself. I am numb to discouragement and rejection if I'm not invested in the other person. If anything, I have a much more difficult time approaching a casual acquaintance that I've got a thing for.

Yes. I look forward to school on Monday most weekends. How FRICKIN' pathetic is that?

I agree with this. Absolutely nothing is more attractive to me, personality wise, than someone who is honest with how they feel, how they're doing, and who they are. I have an issue with people who can't hold up when it's time to hold up (meaning people who have to break down and cry in the...

To be honest, maybe you should look into cosmetic surgery. I think it's gotten to the point where a little of that (not saying you need to remake your face) could do you some good. People will tell you not to. People will tell you it's better to bear your burden, or embrace it. Because there's...

Depends on how badly you want it. If this is definitely your CAREER and what you want to do in life then it should not be difficult to treat it like an actual job. But I think treating it like a 9-5 is easier said than done. Because the fact is that it's not an actual 9-5 and there are no...

Yeah thanks. This is my last resort plan. Social suicide as opposed to regular ol suicide.

Nah, don't see how staying in the city would help at all. The point is that: secluded and away from society, many of my desires would fade seeing as how deep down I know who I am, I know that my 'wants' have nothing to do with me and everything to do with what society expects of me and how they...

Hmm. Guess I'll go to a community college for the first year. Thinking of being a marketing major.

Right so, this is my last semester of high school and I'll probably start college in the fall. Or take a year of community college before going to a full university. I want to know how some you fared. Financially and socially. I'm kind of afraid it's going to take all of my money and that...

I have no doubt that living away from goons with guns, psychopaths, a million motorized caskets and polluted air would only increase the chances of me not falling ill though. Whenever death comes, it would probably be as natural as possible and I'd be just alright with that. I can make my own...

Hermetic was the word.... Yes. I doubt it'd be appealing to most and it might not even be a permanent thing for me. But it's got this almost fantastical appeal to me. No worries.

In this thread, I'm looking for ideas for a backup plan. I've resolved that, if in a decade I totally hate my life, rather than kill myself I will move away to the most secluded place I can possibly get away to. I will live simply and frugally. I will completely check out from the modern world...

I feel like this might be more of an older person's issue. But I can actually relate. 3 and 1/2 years of high school, I became aware, in my senior year, of a few big wants of mine. More friends. More activities. More day to day interest. But it's way too late in the game to expand my circle of...