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newnamenewlife?
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I was just wondering how long a person has to persevere for in a life that's making them miserable. I have 2 kids that i do love dearly but they are the only people I trust to stay by my side and that's because they're dependent on me. even they will leave me when they're older. I do have a partner (their dad) but I don't trust that relationship either. He left me last year and came back many months later but it is such an empty relationship that it's making me sadder being a part of it. I feel very disconnected from everything and all I look forward to is sleep at night and then i have to wake up the next day and live another day where i wonder what the point is. I've thought about moving somewhere quiet and writing off my previous life and then i won't be disappointed at how little everyone who was meant to care about me does. I would really love to not exist but i am trapped by the 2 little people who need me.
thoughts?
thoughts?