Everyday battles

Everyday the battle continues,
for a love so strong it is its own virtue.
Things felt so right, in a day before this.
And now I know, It was my final bliss.
It was so happy a time we shared,
Even when it seemed so rare.
I called upon you whenever in need.
You cried in my arms for I took heed.
I gave you all, your heart desired
and you gave me life, and a constant fire.
I thought we were perfect, like meant to be.
But maybe for happiness, it must end with me.
This torture is unbearable.
Reasons I may not be able to explain.
I get hurt by very small things
And so small things give me so much pain.
Can't take the pressure anymore
Lost hunger and sleep,
This is a nightmare.

Maybe I like giving smiles
which seems to be a sin today,
Friendship grew,
and withered away.
Maybe I allow my imagination
to sometimes run away,
maybe you don't understand this
and that's why you cannot see,
if this make me a nothing girl,
hey, that's ok with me.
This solitude is breaking my heart,
And these are the reason for my thoughts
Forget all Ive said.
These are just things, I ponder
in my head.

Honestly, really, that is the best poem i have ever read. Ever! And i'm normally not into poems! You are really good at this, Nena, and You have surely caught my interest for more of Your work! O_O

Thanks Robin