Dude,
A troll means baiting someone online, usually tricking them with words in order to develop an emotional response out of the person(s) involved in the forum. Usually anger.
from wikipedia*
"In The Art of Trolling, published on the web, it is suggested that in Usenet usage, a "troll" is not a grumpy monster that lives beneath a bridge accosting passers by, but rather a provocative posting to a news group intended to produce a large volume of frivolous responses. The content of a "troll" posting generally falls into several areas. It may consist of an apparently foolish contradiction or common knowledge, a deliberately offensive insult to the readers of the news group or a broad request for trivial follow-up postings."
I sincerely hope that this is not the case regarding your posting. A lot of us here struggle with social interactions and, in many cases, even socializing online can be stressful for those who use it as an outlet for personal growth and friendship. But if you are in fact a lonely person, and you truly are in need of help, take the quote "If everyone is alone, then we are all together in our despair" to heart. It helped me find this site, and myself. You're not alone, my friend. We have all been there, and you can always find like minded people here who want to be your friends.
Fondest,
Mr. Blue