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troubled
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I'm at a stage in my life where I don't know how to move forward, and it's really scaring me?
If I don't go to university I face the prospect of working admin or a low level job for a year in this horrible place. I feel trapped and the thought depresses me. My family are great and we live in a nice house which is something i'm very lucky for. I used to be a really top achiever, and they are worried about me. I have basically drifted for two years.
I was browsing facebook (i don't have an account there) looking at some people i recognised from college, and.. i just can't explain. I feel so different to most people (apart from two special people). I can't associate with them or their lives. I want to move far away from this drab city and country. Life seems to be getting harder and i need to drive forward more than ever, but i don't know how to? I am desperate to find my path.
If I don't go to university I face the prospect of working admin or a low level job for a year in this horrible place. I feel trapped and the thought depresses me. My family are great and we live in a nice house which is something i'm very lucky for. I used to be a really top achiever, and they are worried about me. I have basically drifted for two years.
I was browsing facebook (i don't have an account there) looking at some people i recognised from college, and.. i just can't explain. I feel so different to most people (apart from two special people). I can't associate with them or their lives. I want to move far away from this drab city and country. Life seems to be getting harder and i need to drive forward more than ever, but i don't know how to? I am desperate to find my path.