I know that feeling well,
it's lot like drowning without an end in sight
*big hugs*
So what I would do is drown myself in something else something positive I would drown myself in music and play living honeysuckle out of my guitar nightly. Drown myself in the internet, anything to distract from the nothingness,
exercise helps a lot. During the summer I'd bike 20-20 miles in 90 freaking degrees heat, and I always felt better afterwards, too tired to care with an incredible sense of achievement and well being, and of course I had total justification in getting a double cheeseburger and enjoying the honeysuckle out of it,
delicious.
Point being this too shall pass and you'll make it through *hugs*
Have you tried meetup.com? it's pretty cool
just finding things to get outside is great take a walk with some music volunteer to pet the kitties at an animal shelter
and hey if it's just you it's your time do what with it as you want,
such as naked guitar, videogames, reading, and sandwhich eating, are a few of my favorite house to myself activities
naked bacon making however is a bad idea
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