TheHateArtist
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I have no one.... I am even growing distant from my mom ( the only person I have.) I'm 19 and I have plans to go into the military. My only problem is I've had surgery so I have to wait 4 more months. I have no one here in this small town. I was in a serious relationship with a girl for three years (started in high school.) This is where I made all my friends in the area I live in. Well I'm not with her anymore(which I'm also dealing with right now) and in the process of this relationship I lost all of my friends, because of the relationship....which I hate to admit. So....I'm stuck in my room from day to day. Trying to distract myself with video games, or reading, or this stupid site called stickam. That site is the only place I get social interaction. I am scared to go to some random place where people would have thing in common, because I'm afraid my negativity or being away from the social scene for so long will just get my ass rejected...even if I made ties in this small town all they would want to do is do drugs and drink...its kind of made me stereotype everyone in my age group into this "they only wanna get wasted and fresia up their minds"
I can't picture myself lasting these four months and not going insane....this stress is really difficult....I haven't had trouble being alone before and now its so freakin hard. Can anyone give me some advice? I really do just want to have some people to hang out with and have fun with...resources have run dry...
I can't picture myself lasting these four months and not going insane....this stress is really difficult....I haven't had trouble being alone before and now its so freakin hard. Can anyone give me some advice? I really do just want to have some people to hang out with and have fun with...resources have run dry...