IVIZ
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I guess I just want to tell a little about myself, because I feel so out of touch with a good active social comunity. And also I guess because Im laying in bed just thinking why I havent gone insane from being so lonely.
Well, Im currently 25. I work almost a 10 hour shift job at a wharehouse. I guess Im living from paycheck to paycheck. Im seperated from my ex which I had two beautiful daughters with ( I spend my days with them on the weekends when I dont work). I rent a two bedroom apartment in a bad neighborHOOD. I dont like going outside, so I stay inside my apt most of the time when not woeking. I only go out to eat, unless by any fortunate luck I find a friend to spend some time with me outside with my boring ass. I work out to stay fit, but find a lack of motivation wheb I realize the only reason I do it is to draw the attention of the opposite sex. I have been very interested in reading the bible and other good uplifting books, I havent felt so religious in my enitre life before. I seem to understand my self better than before. My character seems to always be a loner, but I try to be friendly with the people I see on my day. I remember not to long ago I took a class for domestic violence due to going to jail for something I didnt do, but in the class the teacher would ask me questions in front of the class to get to know me better, I saw that I really thought way too differently than the rest of the thugs in the class, but the instructer seemed like her was annoyed and displeased by my answers (the instructor was a psychologist) he said its amazing I havent considered suicide from the answera I gave him. I always wondered why he would think that. I dont the suicide as an option, I guess I really dont see myself as a quiter or even like to consider myself one throughout my life. I just see suffering as something normal. I dont see it as something thats gonna go away ever, its what were are here for really, makes us stronger. I guess Im just lonely, I want to tell someone about me, Im someone special I hope, I want to tell someone that, not that I want them to think Im some kind od a super hero or anything but that Im pretty unique and want somwonw dear to me to recognise it.
Thanks for reading if youve gotten this far, I know the grammer and sentence structer sucks. And Im just venting here, so maybe mods can move it to the right place.
I wish I had some good friends to visit me once in a while....
Well, Im currently 25. I work almost a 10 hour shift job at a wharehouse. I guess Im living from paycheck to paycheck. Im seperated from my ex which I had two beautiful daughters with ( I spend my days with them on the weekends when I dont work). I rent a two bedroom apartment in a bad neighborHOOD. I dont like going outside, so I stay inside my apt most of the time when not woeking. I only go out to eat, unless by any fortunate luck I find a friend to spend some time with me outside with my boring ass. I work out to stay fit, but find a lack of motivation wheb I realize the only reason I do it is to draw the attention of the opposite sex. I have been very interested in reading the bible and other good uplifting books, I havent felt so religious in my enitre life before. I seem to understand my self better than before. My character seems to always be a loner, but I try to be friendly with the people I see on my day. I remember not to long ago I took a class for domestic violence due to going to jail for something I didnt do, but in the class the teacher would ask me questions in front of the class to get to know me better, I saw that I really thought way too differently than the rest of the thugs in the class, but the instructer seemed like her was annoyed and displeased by my answers (the instructor was a psychologist) he said its amazing I havent considered suicide from the answera I gave him. I always wondered why he would think that. I dont the suicide as an option, I guess I really dont see myself as a quiter or even like to consider myself one throughout my life. I just see suffering as something normal. I dont see it as something thats gonna go away ever, its what were are here for really, makes us stronger. I guess Im just lonely, I want to tell someone about me, Im someone special I hope, I want to tell someone that, not that I want them to think Im some kind od a super hero or anything but that Im pretty unique and want somwonw dear to me to recognise it.
Thanks for reading if youve gotten this far, I know the grammer and sentence structer sucks. And Im just venting here, so maybe mods can move it to the right place.
I wish I had some good friends to visit me once in a while....