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nena
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I'm at that point where you just want to crawl under something and die. I lurk through sites as this one, still unable to post my own thread. Everyone else's problem seem so much more then mine. So I keep mine inside and talk to no-one.
Its getting harder everyday to just cope with things. Even the simplest things as getting up is difficult. Today I walked across this bridge, one I cross everyday. The difference is today I actually began to climb the small fence,I wanted to jump and its all I was focused on. I lost the sounds of everything around me, I climb back down when a duck(yes, a bird) started swimming below, I didn't want to land on him. I realized then that I truly am alone, no one to talk to, no one to hang onto. I have no hope or views for the future.
Meh.. just a small rant - no need to comment. I don't know how to hold a conversation so might not even reply to you. I am a hopeless, useless waste of space for man-kind.
Its getting harder everyday to just cope with things. Even the simplest things as getting up is difficult. Today I walked across this bridge, one I cross everyday. The difference is today I actually began to climb the small fence,I wanted to jump and its all I was focused on. I lost the sounds of everything around me, I climb back down when a duck(yes, a bird) started swimming below, I didn't want to land on him. I realized then that I truly am alone, no one to talk to, no one to hang onto. I have no hope or views for the future.
Meh.. just a small rant - no need to comment. I don't know how to hold a conversation so might not even reply to you. I am a hopeless, useless waste of space for man-kind.