Im 22, im goodlooking and "nice" guy. its just since my father died 5 years ago, i feel so lonely. I've been living alone since my dad left, and i didnt want to see anyone. I dont have interest for anything, even for my own family (mother and brother). Ive just been so sad and wanted to stay alone, in the other hand i feel bad about it. But I never show it. I had a few friends, they were like brothers to me. Now i dont ******* care about anything. I dont know maybe its just my personality this way, I dont ******* know. Last 2 years i've been depressed, i just keep smoking.