always_lonely
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Here I am again, sleepless and stressed out. My Clinical Depression has been kicking lately, and the more I reach out for help, the less I feel like anyone wants too. It has taken a long time to get to this point for me, and now I can't get counselors or psychiatrists to even return my calls to make appointments. Trying to get into the system is harder than I thought. I really don't have that much fight left in me anymore to deal with this.
I think I have been having trouble at school as well. I can't tell though; I don't know what people think of me. I try to put on a nice front, but it is just that, a front. I am guessing they see what I think is hidden.
I am so lonely, I really don't know what I am going to do. I mostly want to die because I don't think I am going to turn out to be much of anything. I feel like a waste of space, and that people really could care less, whether its professionally, or personally. I reach out, but get nothing. I've been depressed for so long I don't remember the good days. It has been so many years since I've felt good.
I have no one anymore that will listen. I can't even pay someone to listen.
Anyone else had difficulty getting help for stuff like depression or anxiety?
I think I have been having trouble at school as well. I can't tell though; I don't know what people think of me. I try to put on a nice front, but it is just that, a front. I am guessing they see what I think is hidden.
I am so lonely, I really don't know what I am going to do. I mostly want to die because I don't think I am going to turn out to be much of anything. I feel like a waste of space, and that people really could care less, whether its professionally, or personally. I reach out, but get nothing. I've been depressed for so long I don't remember the good days. It has been so many years since I've felt good.
I have no one anymore that will listen. I can't even pay someone to listen.
Anyone else had difficulty getting help for stuff like depression or anxiety?