Eternal Time -- my current thoughts in a poem-ish form

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Merieth

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Eternal Time

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Time is always rolling on and on,
Even though I'm unmoving, everything else is continuing forward.
A slice of the world is all I can see,
I wonder what else goes on, outside the world of me.

Destiny is something that I believe is true,
Destiny is the reason why I met you.
What do you think? I don't know,
I can only guess.

I hope someday I'll know more,
But that may not be possible.
At the very least I hope you'll always exist,
Because if you're not real, then what am I?

Time brings misfortune, but also joy;
I've shed many tears, and still many more to come,
But I live for the smiles, I live for the warmth
I feel when touching someone's heart.

I want to believe that the future will be bright,
I want to imagine you by my side,
But I don't know what the future holds,
Only time will tell where I'll be.

As the birds sing and tell their endless tale,
Life goes on, same as always;
But do you ever stop to wonder what is changing every day?
Sometimes I wish it would all slow down, so I could enjoy my time with you.

There is a fear that grows within me,
After each time I smile...
I can't help but ask myself,
Will you always be a part of my life?

It's hard to not wonder...
Should I just live for NOW...?
I know that now is not forever, and so that is why,
I want to know... but only time will tell.

I believe in you,
I hope you believe in me.
I'm tired of sadness, I'm tired of fear,
I just want to be happy, I just want to know... that you'll always be here.

No matter what happens, time will go on;
I don't want to be negative, so then why do these thoughts cross my mind?
Life is so confusing, and I'll never know why,
So I'm trying to keep it simple, but it's harder than I thought.

Day by day I go through the motions,
Night after night I sleep under the stars;
I always make my wishes for love and happiness,
But in sadness I doubt they will ever come true.

Time is strange – it is everywhere,
It seems so simple, but it's so complicated.
Today brings smiles, but tomorrow may bring tears...
How can I be certain?

But for now I am happy...
Yet, is it selfish or greedy to always want to smile like this?
I want to be able to tell you the things I see,
I want to tell you the things that I love...

No matter how much time passes,
I always want you by my side.
When you're gone, I always think of you;
I want you to be happy, I want to make you smile...

The world around me, so massive and ever-changing –
It always seemed meaningless and annoying to me.
I never thought I'd meet someone like you,
Now I'm wondering if maybe all those wishes are going to come true?

My life has lasted many years, but it is nothing compared to eternity.
What difference does my time make in this universe?
I always wondered what the point of everything was...
But in this very moment, I only can say one thing: I want to make you happy.

Time is eternal, I know this, but is time the only thing that lasts forever?
I'll leave that for you to decide, but for now it doesn't matter...
Years scattered before me and I look at the many pieces of memories,
But there is one memory that I wish I had...

How I long for someone to love,
How I yearn for my wish to be granted;
I want to know what it's like to be held in someone's arms,
I want to know what it's like to be loved, truly.

I don't care what other people say,
I don't care what other people think,
I will keep searching for love, and I will keep making the same wish,
But right now... I'm just feeling like I want it to be you.

I think of everyone else who has lived in this flow of time,
How many hearts and souls were joined together,
How many times the words were spoken...
“I love you.”

One day, I hope to speak those words,
Filled with warmth and truth.
I want my heart to be free, and I want to experience true happiness;
I wonder if it will be with you?

Past, Present, Future, it all blends together in the end...
I am part of Time, and Time is part of me.
Time is Eternal... so doesn't that mean I'll live forever...?
Even if I'm forgotten, I'll always have a place.

But I don't care about that right now,
I just want to express my feelings the best way I can.
I don't know what Fate has in store, but I pray that Destiny shines light upon me.
Only Time will tell.

As my train of thought draws to a close,
I smile as I think of you one last time...

I only hope that I am bound to you,
Riding on the wings of Eternal Time.
 

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