Magpieorpigeon
Active member
I am so sick of this honeysuckle. I feel so frustrated and angry. I hate having to deal with my Mother. My Boyfriend doesn't make things easy either. Both never let me just be me. I am sick of me in that way then because I know that I never live up to my potential. I never try hard enough with anything. I am quiet, I really dislike having to ******* talk to people. Some people are ******* idiots who only want attention or time to talk or to judge you or are just wasting ******* time. I know I am all those things so why would I waste someone else's time?! I just want to be. I want to be happy. I want an easy ******* life. I want the thoughts in my head to be answered. I want to be tranquil and calm and happy and surrounded by good friends and happy with my boyfriend. I want to just forget about all the shitty ******* honeysuckle in the world. We are being ruled by evil greedy ******* who only care about the bank balance who still, even in the light of obvious failings and dodgy shite still ******* won't give up in order to really help others. Greed is the ultimate sin of the world in my eyes. The ego overruns and makes people do things to other, either directly or indirectly, that they themselves would find unjust. Unjust. Unjust. Unjust.