Licentia
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Hey,
I just found this forum while searching the 'net.
Tonight I watched the movie "Edward Scissorhands." I remember watching this movie in the past and I recalled that it was a touching and sad story. Winona Ryder's character falls in love with Edward in this movie, but they can't be together in the end. Sad...
Anyway, here I am having spent Christmas alone. Not having anyone special to spend it with. I mean, I hung out with my good Christian friends last Sunday and that was great. I wouldn't want to hang out with my adopted family, even if I lived in the same city. I'm not in contact with my birth family either because they don't want to be.
I just wish I could have a romance like the one in the movie. I did fall in love once, but she was much older and I was very emotionally immature. My feelings faded and I moved on. It was good though I suppose - due to the age difference - except that I have not had a lover like that ever since.
One problem that I see is that I can't seem to find anyone like me. Well, except for one. My friend who lives half-way around the world in Australia. She seems to be so much like me, but she doesn't want a boyfriend. A few months ago another guy she talked to requested to hook up with her and she was really put off. She really doesn't want a boyfriend and so she made me promise that I would never fall in love with her as she wanted to ensure we are always friends. Because I care so much for her, I agreed.
Another problem is perhaps that I am too picky. However, I have tended to attract some very low-quality women over the years. It's not like the mega-babes are interested in me because they like to go clubbing and I don't. I'm just different and I am happy to remain different. Maybe I should try to go clubbing and become that person and things would change? But that just isn't me...
Anyway, maybe in a forum like this I can find someone like me. My friend in Aussie is kind of anti-social like me and that is why we click so well, because we understand each-other.
Anyway, I am babbling and I am not really sure what I am trying to accomplish with this post. I just need to dump and I have no one else available right now to talk to.
Thanks for having me in your forum,
Licentia
I just found this forum while searching the 'net.
Tonight I watched the movie "Edward Scissorhands." I remember watching this movie in the past and I recalled that it was a touching and sad story. Winona Ryder's character falls in love with Edward in this movie, but they can't be together in the end. Sad...
Anyway, here I am having spent Christmas alone. Not having anyone special to spend it with. I mean, I hung out with my good Christian friends last Sunday and that was great. I wouldn't want to hang out with my adopted family, even if I lived in the same city. I'm not in contact with my birth family either because they don't want to be.
I just wish I could have a romance like the one in the movie. I did fall in love once, but she was much older and I was very emotionally immature. My feelings faded and I moved on. It was good though I suppose - due to the age difference - except that I have not had a lover like that ever since.
One problem that I see is that I can't seem to find anyone like me. Well, except for one. My friend who lives half-way around the world in Australia. She seems to be so much like me, but she doesn't want a boyfriend. A few months ago another guy she talked to requested to hook up with her and she was really put off. She really doesn't want a boyfriend and so she made me promise that I would never fall in love with her as she wanted to ensure we are always friends. Because I care so much for her, I agreed.
Another problem is perhaps that I am too picky. However, I have tended to attract some very low-quality women over the years. It's not like the mega-babes are interested in me because they like to go clubbing and I don't. I'm just different and I am happy to remain different. Maybe I should try to go clubbing and become that person and things would change? But that just isn't me...
Anyway, maybe in a forum like this I can find someone like me. My friend in Aussie is kind of anti-social like me and that is why we click so well, because we understand each-other.
Anyway, I am babbling and I am not really sure what I am trying to accomplish with this post. I just need to dump and I have no one else available right now to talk to.
Thanks for having me in your forum,
Licentia