NervousDreya
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I've lost all friends since high school and i'm having a hard time making new ones.
i have a good boyfriend and a good family but i'm dealing with severe loneliness and lately have been feeling like somethings missing.
when i invite coworkers to hang out they always ask to bring their own friends or ask if i'm bringing any friends and i feel embarrassed because i don't really have any. My brother always makes fun of me and embarrassses me because i make up stories to my boyfriend about going out with friends even though i don't have any because HE'S always going out with friends and i don't know what else to say.
i feel like i shouldn't CARE about not having friends because i have a good boyfriend, a good job, and am going to school.
but it's driving me crazy and i'm getting deeply depressed, i feel as though there is something obviously wrong with me and that is why i can't make friends.
I'm having trouble sleeping at night just because i'm wondering what i'll do after work Friday night THREE WEEKS AWAY!!!
All i think about every SINGLE DAY is who i can invite to hang out, where we can go, and what day we can go.
I have an intense fear of never making friends again and it's taking up my entire life.
i dont know what to do anymore.
i have a good boyfriend and a good family but i'm dealing with severe loneliness and lately have been feeling like somethings missing.
when i invite coworkers to hang out they always ask to bring their own friends or ask if i'm bringing any friends and i feel embarrassed because i don't really have any. My brother always makes fun of me and embarrassses me because i make up stories to my boyfriend about going out with friends even though i don't have any because HE'S always going out with friends and i don't know what else to say.
i feel like i shouldn't CARE about not having friends because i have a good boyfriend, a good job, and am going to school.
but it's driving me crazy and i'm getting deeply depressed, i feel as though there is something obviously wrong with me and that is why i can't make friends.
I'm having trouble sleeping at night just because i'm wondering what i'll do after work Friday night THREE WEEKS AWAY!!!
All i think about every SINGLE DAY is who i can invite to hang out, where we can go, and what day we can go.
I have an intense fear of never making friends again and it's taking up my entire life.
i dont know what to do anymore.