Hello... My problems probably aren't too bad compared to a lot if people's and I know the majority of the stuff that bothers me is probably just paranoia/teenage hormones so I'll try not to sound too whiny.
Ok so I went out for wrestling this year and it's fairly intense. In most Of my classes this semester I've got no friends and wrestling takes up almost all of my time after school and my weekends. So im feeling kind of isolated from my normal group of friends.
Surprisingly the isolation actually makes me feel less depressed because at least now I can make an excuse why none of my friends attempt to start a conversation with me unless no one else is around and then even if I do get a conversation started they will stop it to walk off with a different friend if they show up. They don't really invite me to go anywhere with them either. I think the last time I saw any of my friends outside of school was when I got myself invited to a Halloween party and I say got myself invited to because I basically had to tell the person I knew was having the party "yeah I'm probably just going to lay around all Halloween because I've got nothing to do".
Anyway hope I didnt sound too whiny there. I know this is probably just my hormones making me worry but it still really bothers me and it always makes me feel a little better if I can rant about it.
Ok so I went out for wrestling this year and it's fairly intense. In most Of my classes this semester I've got no friends and wrestling takes up almost all of my time after school and my weekends. So im feeling kind of isolated from my normal group of friends.
Surprisingly the isolation actually makes me feel less depressed because at least now I can make an excuse why none of my friends attempt to start a conversation with me unless no one else is around and then even if I do get a conversation started they will stop it to walk off with a different friend if they show up. They don't really invite me to go anywhere with them either. I think the last time I saw any of my friends outside of school was when I got myself invited to a Halloween party and I say got myself invited to because I basically had to tell the person I knew was having the party "yeah I'm probably just going to lay around all Halloween because I've got nothing to do".
Anyway hope I didnt sound too whiny there. I know this is probably just my hormones making me worry but it still really bothers me and it always makes me feel a little better if I can rant about it.
