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Feeling like it will always be this way..
Do you ever feel like it will always be this way or feel this way for you. I know I do a lot of the time. I feel like I'm always going to be lonely..
I don't know about anyone else, but I know that I do.............and I hate this feeling more than anything else.
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~“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.”
Orson Welles
As the number of people I engage increases, my level of optimism (or pessimism) remains constant. I can talk to people, share a smile, exchange a witty remark or two, maybe even discover common ground, but nothing ever comes of it. It is always the same. There is never enough time during the encounter. There is always a feeling of discomfort that stems from the atmosphere or another aspect of the scenario that discourages me (or them or all) from going for more. Going for more never feels APPROPRIATE at this stage of my life.
i know exactly how you feel. i have felt this way for quite some time now.
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"Once you assume a creator and a plan, it makes us objects in an experiment." - Christopher Hitchens
i worry about it a lot, i know that external things can change like friends life apartments homes school and shit,

but my fucked up incompetent chemical deprived brain probably won't, so life could change drastically, but i know it won't, but what if I'm still miserable?

looking back i think i've felt this way most my life even as a kid with ehh an, ok no life still sucked, i had to go to church and sunday school not only every sunday but every fucking goddamn wendsday as well, fucking bullshit

god my parents sucked

but i don't know I mean I know other kids had to do this, but they probably weren't as miserable as i was, maybe all it takes is one damn thing, and it makes me feel miserbale, like it's almost my defualt setting,

maybe am I too suceptable to negative outside emotional stimulus,

i don;t know

i talked to my shrink about this, i he said there was hope still and that i was still growing physically and emotioanlly,

but i don't know i think maybe he was just bullshitting me
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Miles to go, Little Miss Muffet counting down from 730
Yep I feel that way. -.-
(03-20-2011, 01:02 PM)alliestars Wrote: Do you ever feel like it will always be this way

I'm 42 years old and it has been this way for the last 30 years, so yeah.

I think sites like this offer hope. There are people who understand.
I want to fix the world. Why should that make me so unusual?
I feel the same way.
I'll be 25 soon, so I guess It'll always be this way for me too.
Yes,it will always be this way to all of us. Except if we do something about it. No more excuses,no more reasons not to,just get out and go to a bar or something and talk to random people. That's how you make friends,that's how it always has been

(04-15-2011, 04:58 PM)lonely_visionary Wrote: I think sites like this offer hope. There are people who understand.

Hope is not enough though. We all have hope,and we're all lonely. See the resemblance?
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