Im new here but Im not new to being lonley. Im 30, im single and im starting to think there is something very wrong with me.
I used to hang out with a group of friends, they had girlfriends and boyfriends, they might be single for a week or two, but would always met someone new. I never had anyone, I figured the right guy was out there and one day id find him. I started getting depressed and soon my friends didnt want me around anymore.
I couldnt tell anyone i was lonely because there wasnt anyone to tell. By my mid 20's i was still single and now friendless, so I got determine, I changed jobs, goined the gym, lost lots of weight, had a boob job and went out dressed up and full of my new found conferdance. Well I met someone, he was great, hungout all the time, had fun, i fell in love but he didnt want a relationship. I excepted that until he met someone else. I was heart broken. I crawled back into my shell for about 3years, I think I cryed for the first year.
I then made a new friend, she intreduced me to a guy, we hungout, had fun, got on really well but he didnt want a relationship.... I then met yet another guy, guess what, after 8 months he said we were both getting to close and we couldnt hangout anymore because he didnt want a relationship. I never felt alown when I new him. It knocked the hope out of me. I have asked guys out and been laughed at, called a freak and a stalker. I thorght I was pretty normal but now im starting to giveup. I dont have anyone to go out with and im sick of going out by myself, i feel like a loser. I dont know what to do. Do I just except that this is my life, get some cats and become the town weirdo or do I keep trying to find the missing person in my life?
I used to hang out with a group of friends, they had girlfriends and boyfriends, they might be single for a week or two, but would always met someone new. I never had anyone, I figured the right guy was out there and one day id find him. I started getting depressed and soon my friends didnt want me around anymore.
I couldnt tell anyone i was lonely because there wasnt anyone to tell. By my mid 20's i was still single and now friendless, so I got determine, I changed jobs, goined the gym, lost lots of weight, had a boob job and went out dressed up and full of my new found conferdance. Well I met someone, he was great, hungout all the time, had fun, i fell in love but he didnt want a relationship. I excepted that until he met someone else. I was heart broken. I crawled back into my shell for about 3years, I think I cryed for the first year.
I then made a new friend, she intreduced me to a guy, we hungout, had fun, got on really well but he didnt want a relationship.... I then met yet another guy, guess what, after 8 months he said we were both getting to close and we couldnt hangout anymore because he didnt want a relationship. I never felt alown when I new him. It knocked the hope out of me. I have asked guys out and been laughed at, called a freak and a stalker. I thorght I was pretty normal but now im starting to giveup. I dont have anyone to go out with and im sick of going out by myself, i feel like a loser. I dont know what to do. Do I just except that this is my life, get some cats and become the town weirdo or do I keep trying to find the missing person in my life?