Cold Comfort
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I know, pretty generic name for a thread, but that's exactly how I feel right now. I think I may just need to vent a bit. I haven't been able to talk to anyone about this, so I want to just let it all out.
Before I start with the main subject, I feel its worth mentioning that it was my birthday yesterday. I just turned 16. Worst birthday I've ever had. Nobody was even at the house from when I woke up at 11:00am to late past midnight. I was alone all day with nobody to even talk to. This ties in a bit later.
Anyways, there's a girl who I really like. I've never felt this way about a person before. I can't get her out of my head. Most people wouldn't consider her that attractive, and to be honest, I didn't really either until I got to know her. Starting a few months ago, we have 3 classes together. And I started to like her a little bit, but I'm a bit of a pessimist in this whole relationship aspect of life, so I didn't really say anything about it.
Strangely enough, one day she started talking to me. It was really casual, and there really wasn't anything to it. At this point I still didn't think anything more would happen. Even though I liked her, I was almost 100% positive that she didn't like me.
For a while we didn't talk to each other. Whatever. But then one day I found out she had just started going out with a friend of mine... I didn't like her enough to get truly upset about it, but I figured their relationship wouldn't last very long anyways. I was wrong. But for a while I forgot about it. Until she started talking to me. A lot. She talked to me more and more everyday at school.
One night on facebook she started chatting to me randomly. Asking me if I liked anyone, asking me if I'd ever gone out with anyone. I answered no to both questions. She asked me for my number, and she started texting me everyday. She would say she likes my smile, and constantly asking me what I was thinking. We had conversations that went far into the night. It really seemed like she liked me. I was so confused though, since she already had a boyfriend.
I've gotten to a point now where I REALLY like her and want to tell her how I feel, but she's giving me mixed signals. Every time we talk at school it seems like she likes me. She and her boyfriend almost broke up last weekend (she told me it was because she was sick of him not caring. He forgot her birthday, valentines, etc...), and she was talking to me a lot, but I find out today that they must have made up or something. She's being kinda short with me, and she says she went to a movie with her boyfriend yesterday... On my birthday.
Ugh I feel so shitty. How do you think I should show her how I feel? I have a feeling she might already know I like her, but just isn't ready to break up with her boyfriend for me. Or she might just want me to take the first step.
I just needed to vent, I don't think I left anything out. Maybe (hopefully) some of you could give me some advice? (NOT "its just high school, get over her")
Whatever
Before I start with the main subject, I feel its worth mentioning that it was my birthday yesterday. I just turned 16. Worst birthday I've ever had. Nobody was even at the house from when I woke up at 11:00am to late past midnight. I was alone all day with nobody to even talk to. This ties in a bit later.
Anyways, there's a girl who I really like. I've never felt this way about a person before. I can't get her out of my head. Most people wouldn't consider her that attractive, and to be honest, I didn't really either until I got to know her. Starting a few months ago, we have 3 classes together. And I started to like her a little bit, but I'm a bit of a pessimist in this whole relationship aspect of life, so I didn't really say anything about it.
Strangely enough, one day she started talking to me. It was really casual, and there really wasn't anything to it. At this point I still didn't think anything more would happen. Even though I liked her, I was almost 100% positive that she didn't like me.
For a while we didn't talk to each other. Whatever. But then one day I found out she had just started going out with a friend of mine... I didn't like her enough to get truly upset about it, but I figured their relationship wouldn't last very long anyways. I was wrong. But for a while I forgot about it. Until she started talking to me. A lot. She talked to me more and more everyday at school.
One night on facebook she started chatting to me randomly. Asking me if I liked anyone, asking me if I'd ever gone out with anyone. I answered no to both questions. She asked me for my number, and she started texting me everyday. She would say she likes my smile, and constantly asking me what I was thinking. We had conversations that went far into the night. It really seemed like she liked me. I was so confused though, since she already had a boyfriend.
I've gotten to a point now where I REALLY like her and want to tell her how I feel, but she's giving me mixed signals. Every time we talk at school it seems like she likes me. She and her boyfriend almost broke up last weekend (she told me it was because she was sick of him not caring. He forgot her birthday, valentines, etc...), and she was talking to me a lot, but I find out today that they must have made up or something. She's being kinda short with me, and she says she went to a movie with her boyfriend yesterday... On my birthday.
Ugh I feel so shitty. How do you think I should show her how I feel? I have a feeling she might already know I like her, but just isn't ready to break up with her boyfriend for me. Or she might just want me to take the first step.
I just needed to vent, I don't think I left anything out. Maybe (hopefully) some of you could give me some advice? (NOT "its just high school, get over her")
Whatever