Been cheated by every women I've been with.
I was separated from my ex-wf like the third time. Didn't hear from her for months. Figure it was over even though she legally had access to my fucken checking account. Seriously thought I was going
to hell for moving in and living with 2 women. They messed me, fed me, loved me back to life and did everything for me. I'm high maintenance..hahahaaaa It was totally wierd. I didn't even have to
pay any biils. I was thier sex toy.
So, last year my exwf said she want to get back together with me.
She totally ripped my heart out for the second time in a life time...
Guess what I did???? They messed me..they fed me and loved me back to life. I needed a major ******* overhaul. It wasnt the first time
I had threesomes with young beautiful women.
My exgf cheated on me...I was totally numb. Then she left. Didn't hear from her for 3 months. So I moved on with my life.
Did exaclty what she said "find a young beautiful woman that will
love you like you needed to be loved". I couldnt believe the honeysuckle
was coming out of her mouth. At the sametime she was just saying
that honeysuckle just to fresia with me...Dosn't she know who I am??lol
Got together with a young beautiful woman that loved me like I needed to be love...after my exgf found out I was going out with
Jenni...she totally flipped it and did everything to distroy my relationship with Jenni. She stalked me, suicide threats, break into my house and all kinds of crazy honeysuckle. Jenni's death devistated me.
In my exgf eyes...she thinks I cheated on her...like errrrr??
My fiance cheated on me. That was a long time ago.
I seriously went out and messed the living honeysuckle out every women that came across my path just trying to get over her. I had women
begging me, throwing themselves at me and falling in love with me...
I felt jadded and torn apart. Yeah I guess one of those badboys that didn't give a fresia about women and went through them like it was nothing..fresia them all. fresia and party...fresia and party to not feel the pain...My fiance is laying here with me at the moment BTW. I love her very much. She's very special to me. I never wanted to love anyone else or have sex with anyone else at the begining of it all.
I asked her to marry me many, many years ago. She was my HSGF then my finace but we never got married becuase all that honeysuckle happened. Life gose on. We can't change the past. Plus I'm such a fucken man whore having sexaul encounters with so many women
only other guys can dream about. I serioiusly know how to get women sexually off becuase of that too. My fiance tease me and say I'm god..hahahaaaa I know that cuz...when I make her cream...cream
or have major orgaism..she'll shiver and shake uncontrollably as if she's having a siezure attack for 5 mins.
Many women knows why they shouldn't break a guy's heart.
I'm a product of that. Everyone reacts differnently.
While i might had crawl into my cave to lick my wounds, i came
out of it jadded and twisted. I had major trust issues. The notion
of a woman saying that she loves me and that i should put everything
into a relationship..my heart and soul. And everytime I fall in love,
I do that and then I get screwed. Plenty of women had told me they love me forever and want to marry me. I even went through a stage were I hated all women, even my own mother...She too adandent me
when I was a child.
I however still believe in love. I'm a lover not a hater.
My love for my fiance is stronger than my hate.