Fvantom
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Due to a pretty coddled and sheltered upbringing, I basically ended up being the weird kid through my first 8 or so years of school, being brutally bullied combined with my parents (mainly my father) always telling me that things I was doing were stupid or I was "making a fool of myself", I lost pretty much all my self confidence.
Due to this, I never had friends growing up, hell, I couldnt even talk to anyone until I was 17, Im not kidding when I say the majority of my time from the ages of 10-16 was spent at home, watching TV, playing videogames, etc.
Im 20 now, and I feel like Ive lost my childhood, I never had friends in school, I was never able to hang out with anyone, and now I get really depressed when I think about these things.
Now my problem may seem insignificant compared to a lot of others, but I literally dont have anyone to talk to or hang out with, and that just amplifies every little problem I have to the point where something as small as seeing people having a good time eats away at me brutally
Ive been trying to little avail to fix my confidence/self esteem issues, but without having people who care, things are pretty hard
Due to this, I never had friends growing up, hell, I couldnt even talk to anyone until I was 17, Im not kidding when I say the majority of my time from the ages of 10-16 was spent at home, watching TV, playing videogames, etc.
Im 20 now, and I feel like Ive lost my childhood, I never had friends in school, I was never able to hang out with anyone, and now I get really depressed when I think about these things.
Now my problem may seem insignificant compared to a lot of others, but I literally dont have anyone to talk to or hang out with, and that just amplifies every little problem I have to the point where something as small as seeing people having a good time eats away at me brutally
Ive been trying to little avail to fix my confidence/self esteem issues, but without having people who care, things are pretty hard