cumulus.james
Well-known member
I have been skulking about this forum for a while now. And I get the impression that many of the people on here have no clue what it is like to be truly alone.
I am alone. I have never not been alone. I have never had anyone speak of me affectionately, I have never ever been held in anyone’s arms and I have never had a partner. It is almost guaranteed that I will never have any of those things. At 30 I sit in a room alone, I wonder about the town alone and I am terrified at night by the thoughts that I am halfway to death and have never ever lived.
Don’t come on here p***ing and moaning hat you don’t have enough friends or people don’t like your hair. Spare a thought for the losers and freaks of this world like me. I never had a friend, I never had a partner and I have no family. I am pig ugly and could not have less self confidence or self esteem if I tried.
I am worthless and without purpose. It has always been thus and theres not a **** thing I can do to change that. The people who have been posting on here lately have so much going on in their life’s that I would give my arm for just a fraction of what they have.
You guys don’t have a clue about loneliness and the pain it causes.
I am alone. I have never not been alone. I have never had anyone speak of me affectionately, I have never ever been held in anyone’s arms and I have never had a partner. It is almost guaranteed that I will never have any of those things. At 30 I sit in a room alone, I wonder about the town alone and I am terrified at night by the thoughts that I am halfway to death and have never ever lived.
Don’t come on here p***ing and moaning hat you don’t have enough friends or people don’t like your hair. Spare a thought for the losers and freaks of this world like me. I never had a friend, I never had a partner and I have no family. I am pig ugly and could not have less self confidence or self esteem if I tried.
I am worthless and without purpose. It has always been thus and theres not a **** thing I can do to change that. The people who have been posting on here lately have so much going on in their life’s that I would give my arm for just a fraction of what they have.
You guys don’t have a clue about loneliness and the pain it causes.