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It may be something about me. I don't really know. But as long as I can remember, I've always been rejected by everyone around me. I've helped everyone with many things, joined clubs, and never asked for anything in return. Yet I can't say I have any real friends. Whenever I go somewhere or do something good, no one notices, or expects one thousand times better from me. Frankly, I can't take it any longer. I've tried confiding in some 'friends' and family, but, they assume since I don't have any physical problems or that I live 'freely', that nothing could ever be wrong in my life and that what I'm selfish for wanting to be treated like a human being. Or they suggest that something's wrong with my brain, not knowing that they've caused whatever's wrong.
This has recently caused me to become a loner, not talking to anyone. But even so, I don't let anyone know anything know that anything's wrong by constantly smiling.
I don't want to hurt anyone or make them worry, but I'm tired of holding everything in. What should I do at this point?
This has recently caused me to become a loner, not talking to anyone. But even so, I don't let anyone know anything know that anything's wrong by constantly smiling.
I don't want to hurt anyone or make them worry, but I'm tired of holding everything in. What should I do at this point?