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suna
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it probably starts off from here : since i m a pretty pratical person, when i think i really like someone or want to care for somebody in a ... wait... okay, it's just why would guys even want a girlfriend if he just want to stop at the 'having a relationship' stage. sometimes i get confused because you know he liked/loved you and he told you 'i m gonna be single for life'.
this reminds me so much of that err...mr big from the sex and the city but that's just drama... and it's impossible to 'move on' looking for someone else while i think i am forever emotionally attached to whoever that's not gonna be the 'someone'.
mom says i m stupid it's too early, but she divorced twice so i dont know if she is right.
what is marriage, i mean at times i just wish one day i can have a home to return to, i made every oppotunity to go around in the world so i can see more places and get more experienced but i m just scared in the end i would only be a traveler.
and i dont understand guys at all, it's like... guys complain they dont know nothing about women, but well... maybe i m really stupid -_- if other girls know stuff that i dont... and yea again what is marriage >=o whoever understand that concept answer me please o.o
this reminds me so much of that err...mr big from the sex and the city but that's just drama... and it's impossible to 'move on' looking for someone else while i think i am forever emotionally attached to whoever that's not gonna be the 'someone'.
mom says i m stupid it's too early, but she divorced twice so i dont know if she is right.
what is marriage, i mean at times i just wish one day i can have a home to return to, i made every oppotunity to go around in the world so i can see more places and get more experienced but i m just scared in the end i would only be a traveler.
and i dont understand guys at all, it's like... guys complain they dont know nothing about women, but well... maybe i m really stupid -_- if other girls know stuff that i dont... and yea again what is marriage >=o whoever understand that concept answer me please o.o