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You know I actually find myself laughing at this because it's just so pathetic. When I was younger, I always imagined myself living a good life. I would have 1 to 2 good friends. We'd hang out and have great life experiences. I'd find that special girl. It didn't seem to far off from the future.
Then the time comes, and boy, what a rip off that was. I remember my parents teeling me I'd find that girl who would break my shell, I'll become that crazy outgoing teen, I'll make some great friends, etc. All of them shot down by Life itself. Of course, one thing they were right about, is if I did't break my shell I'd be miserable. How ironic can Life be?
So we deal, at least make it look like we deal. We'd smile when we're sad, we'll laugh when we're angry, etc. All because we've learned to teach ourselves to make others think our lives are okay like everyone else. Fact of the matter: We don't let others know how lonely we are. I'm more concered about others that I don'tt want them to think I'm not doing well.
It's just so funny and yet, oh so pathetic. Come on, I'm 18 (I speak in terms of my predicted teenage life. I have more to experience ahead of me), and I've always pictured me with good friends, girlfriend, and a good life to live. Who I was kidding? My eyes show the truth...perhaps blinding myself is the only way to prove my life is okay. In mind-set, it would be a change, but let's face it. Our lives are just a black spiral going nowhere until we start changing. If only it were that easy. Why am I finding this so entertaining? It's happening to me!
You know I actually find myself laughing at this because it's just so pathetic. When I was younger, I always imagined myself living a good life. I would have 1 to 2 good friends. We'd hang out and have great life experiences. I'd find that special girl. It didn't seem to far off from the future.
Then the time comes, and boy, what a rip off that was. I remember my parents teeling me I'd find that girl who would break my shell, I'll become that crazy outgoing teen, I'll make some great friends, etc. All of them shot down by Life itself. Of course, one thing they were right about, is if I did't break my shell I'd be miserable. How ironic can Life be?
So we deal, at least make it look like we deal. We'd smile when we're sad, we'll laugh when we're angry, etc. All because we've learned to teach ourselves to make others think our lives are okay like everyone else. Fact of the matter: We don't let others know how lonely we are. I'm more concered about others that I don'tt want them to think I'm not doing well.
It's just so funny and yet, oh so pathetic. Come on, I'm 18 (I speak in terms of my predicted teenage life. I have more to experience ahead of me), and I've always pictured me with good friends, girlfriend, and a good life to live. Who I was kidding? My eyes show the truth...perhaps blinding myself is the only way to prove my life is okay. In mind-set, it would be a change, but let's face it. Our lives are just a black spiral going nowhere until we start changing. If only it were that easy. Why am I finding this so entertaining? It's happening to me!