Listen if you bothered to post here that means you really dont want to kill yourself.
ALSO!! If you are going to let someone ruin your life... i dont think that will achieve anything.
Do something what everyone else would .... creep her out a bit. Call her from random phone booths and just breathe XD
Have some fun.. a mild revenge i would call it. Or just collect 100 dollars and go and have a good time... what ever you want.
Just dont let some... *****... ruin your life... Go chat with someone. Play random songs that make you feel good. I know that does not seem okay BUT DO THIS. Go to youtube and if you have a youtube channel list through your favourites. If you dont then just play random songs on your computer you have no idea... if you dont XD What random long forgotten music can do to heal stuff... Just dont kill yourself... i mean think of it this way.. you have a bunch of people who are talking you out of it and that ***** isnt doing honeysuckle.. so just side with the people who want good stuff for you.
Dont kill your self. Use your experience and feelings to help others, it is truly and incredible feeling.
I have no idea what kind of difference im doing i mean i have practically no idea in life and i think i wont achieve anything in the future im 17 and depressed sometimes, but dont let other people fresia you up. I could have killed my self and put more weight on my mums shoulders or of other people who care for me. But i didnt.
You want advice? HERE IT IS : DONT KILL YOUR **** SELF!
Kill your soul by all means because it can be healed eventually, but biologically your body cant be healed once its dead.
Go in your room and CRY THE honeysuckle OUT OF YOUR EYES and just be sad and fire it all out.
And go to sleep and tomorrow you will feel better
DONT FREAKING KILL YOUR FREAKING SELF i keep saying taht XD.
Here a vid... watch it..: WATCH IT **** IT!!!!!! [video=youtube]