Hello All,
I apologize if my heading sounds somewhat depressing. I just know that something in my day to day life has got to change. In the words of the band Linkin Park, "Cause I'm one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break".
I'm a 40 something yr old female, divorced, but have been living with a guy for over 10 years. We tried being a couple, but all he wants to do is look at porn, yet has no interest in me sexually, that hurts. We used to be best friends, but even that has stopped. I recently lost my job and because of finances, I am stuck with this guy. Even if I wasn't though, I have no friends and I mean NONE and it isn't for lack of trying. It seems people have become shallow and only want "attractive" friends. I never understood how anyone could base someone's worth solely on looks. That if a person isn't height/weight proportionate, that they aren't worth getting to know. Yes, I do have low self esteem, but I have had enough people reject me based on looks or lack thereof and in later years my weight, to know that this is a real problem.
I'm just wanting someone to talk to, email, be able to chat with, listen to and read about others who are feeling left out of life. I don't care how you look, what you weigh, your color, age, etc. I just would like to find some real people that don't judge, and maybe find a honest, trust worthy friend or two. It doesn't seem like much to ask, but the search so far has been a lonely, difficult, experience.
I apologize if my heading sounds somewhat depressing. I just know that something in my day to day life has got to change. In the words of the band Linkin Park, "Cause I'm one step closer to the edge, and I'm about to break".
I'm a 40 something yr old female, divorced, but have been living with a guy for over 10 years. We tried being a couple, but all he wants to do is look at porn, yet has no interest in me sexually, that hurts. We used to be best friends, but even that has stopped. I recently lost my job and because of finances, I am stuck with this guy. Even if I wasn't though, I have no friends and I mean NONE and it isn't for lack of trying. It seems people have become shallow and only want "attractive" friends. I never understood how anyone could base someone's worth solely on looks. That if a person isn't height/weight proportionate, that they aren't worth getting to know. Yes, I do have low self esteem, but I have had enough people reject me based on looks or lack thereof and in later years my weight, to know that this is a real problem.
I'm just wanting someone to talk to, email, be able to chat with, listen to and read about others who are feeling left out of life. I don't care how you look, what you weigh, your color, age, etc. I just would like to find some real people that don't judge, and maybe find a honest, trust worthy friend or two. It doesn't seem like much to ask, but the search so far has been a lonely, difficult, experience.