Sometimes I think I have a social disorder. I'm attractive and I know that I can be a fun and outgoing individual but I seem to fail to connect with people. In school I've made many accuantances and what people have said to me is to smile more and just approach people and I have tried that. I know most people see me as this shy sweet cute girl that they know but I'm more than that. I want to go hang out, have fun with a group of people maybe go to party or two and not feel like I'm missing out on life. I'm not dissliked, or made fun of I'm just simply there and when I get to know people they are like oh she is cool shes really nice, and pretty but thats about it not 'oh we should go hang out' or 'lets get together' I want to be more than just some person that people know I want to be someone that people want to go hang out with and invite to parties or get togethers or anything but no one thinks of me because I'm just the nice kind quiet girl. I'm not a slut I dont dress slutty I dont sleep around and I'm trying not to get invloved in drama and gossip but I can have a good time , be interesting and funny I have done that before but never with people in school because I'm just that shy girl and I dont know how to portray anything else. I'm not the goody goody girl I can have a good time but I know when to stop and be responsible and have limits. I'm graduating this year so I think college will be alot better but right now I just dont know how to get people to see who I really am. Its seems there is a label on me and to break it I would have to act completely not like myself.