About 10/28 people in my class gossip about me all the time in school. They talk about my look atm or what i ve said before but twisted so i sound like a retard from their story of past events. Also 2 of them are insulting me non-stop, when ever our teachers said "YOu get what i am saying" they are like yeah we do but kindster didnt get it because he is retarded that is too advanced for his brain .... and everyone burst laughing so my insult back cant be heard... Yesterday they were talking about my lips that were a little bit red atm and 6 of them constantly look at me and laugh while i feel like an idiot while other group there talked about how i explained one football situation in completely retardedly twisted way and they laughed so its like pretty much when i look left or right they are looking at me and laugh 40% of the time which hurts me to the point where something explodes in my head and i start breathing hard feeling hopeless with voices and pictures of events of being hurt before and now and i cant think i feel like i have empty head atm.... I am going to Therapist once a weak and women really knows her work and it slightly helped me but thats not enough is there any more superior help that is free and any clue how to solve this ? Also to say i am not Paranoid.