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LoneKiller

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Hello Everyone.

I just feel that this needs to be said. I know that I haven't been here as long as some of you have, but when I read your posts, it truly saddens me. We all suffer with our own particular affliction(s). Because we have that in common and try to help each other get well. In doing so, we become one giant family where loneliness doesn't dwell as a whole because all the support that keeps this truly important forum together crushes loneliness in here.


When I'm feeling down, this forum with members as compassionate as the ones here are, helps alleviate my pain. I know that it takes some time for established members to warm up to new members. I'm not sure exactly why, but I'm thinking that maybe some are afraid open up and make friends with newer members out of the fear of them leaving the forum never to return when they feel that they got all they needed to cure their particular dilemma.

Quite often, members offer advice to those that could prove therapeutic to their own affliction. I'm not sure, but in the limited amount of time I've been here it seems as though low self esteem runs rampant, which is sad, but that's one of the reasons why this forum is so important.

When I look at this forum and all of it's members, do you know how I
see it? Of course you don't, so here it is. All the sarcasm aside, I see very courageous people who want to help others ahead of themselves. I see members with empathy for fellow members in pain.

There is a plethora of intelligent people here who have been around the block and have the guts to share very personal issues with one another with one common goal, and that goal is healing. Healing others also heals you to a certain extent. This unity is very powerful.

All of you seem to have very good hearts. Don't ever lose them because you will never get them back. The amount of courage and strength here, makes me even more glad that I joined. I see a place of solace here for me some others I'm sure, and that it is just terrific.

I want to thank each and every one of you who do whatever they can to help me as I try to help them. I've cried over reading some of your posts about your situations in life. This is a bond among us of the greatest magnitude, and that's ******* awesome!

So many people say that it's just the internet and don't take it so seriously. Personally, I think that is bullshit. Internet or not, there are real people with real emotions posting. The net is just a vehicle to get their true feelings across.

I have my afflictions, and I will do my best to help anyone here as long as I draw breath. So chin up, and congratulate yourselves for displaying remarkable courage and compassion. I'm honored to be among people such as yourselves.:)

God Bless.
LK






 
LoneKiller you never fail to make me smile and bring a bit of warmth to the heart. :)

You're a good person. Never change okay? *hug*
 
This kinda reminded me of the scene from fight club where edward norton goes to the support group for men with testicular cancer.

But still, good post. :D
 
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That is nice, but there's something about your enthusiasm that is a bit offsetting and perhaps a bit uncomfortable. You do realize this, yes?
 
IgnoredOne said:
That is nice, but there's something about your enthusiasm that is a bit offsetting and perhaps a bit uncomfortable. You do realize this, yes?
Hi IgnoredOne. I'm not sure what you mean exactly.

 
Killer, you sure you're talking about the people on *this* forum? :p Still, kind of you to say so.
 
LoneKiller said:
Hi IgnoredOne. I'm not sure what you mean exactly.

Its just the constant opening of new threads and just sheer barrage of enthusiasm - I suppose that it feels like its better to get to know people individually if you wish to help; you seem to broadcast waves of feel-good material which to me, feels a bit hollow(though I'm a hardcore cynic at heart).

It feels a bit less like communicating to me and more like just yelling, with positive material as it may be, but still, barrage.
 
IgnoredOne said:
That is nice, but there's something about your enthusiasm that is a bit offsetting and perhaps a bit uncomfortable. You do realize this, yes?

You're the one who's uncomfortale and offsetting.
 
SophiaGrace said:
IgnoredOne said:
That is nice, but there's something about your enthusiasm that is a bit offsetting and perhaps a bit uncomfortable. You do realize this, yes?

You're the one who's uncomfortale and offsetting.

Well, its good to be known for something <3

 
IgnoredOne said:
LoneKiller said:
Hi IgnoredOne. I'm not sure what you mean exactly.

Its just the constant opening of new threads and just sheer barrage of enthusiasm - I suppose that it feels like its better to get to know people individually if you wish to help; you seem to broadcast waves of feel-good material which to me, feels a bit hollow(though I'm a hardcore cynic at heart).

It feels a bit less like communicating to me and more like just yelling, with positive material as it may be, but still, barrage.
Hi IgnoredOne. Every word I type comes from the heart, and from my life experience. The things I say and do are the exact same as they are in real life. This is me. I do understand what you are getting at though.

I'm not proud of it, but there is a scar on my wrist that reminds me every day of just how fortunate I am to be typing right now and breathing, and an experience like that can change a person's entire outlook on life. After attempting suicide over a decade ago, and saw the tears in my mother and father's eyes as the emt escorted me into the ambulance, it was then that I was made painfully aware of just how much they were hurt.

Never again will I ever do that. Surely you don't want me to post in such a depressing fashion in a forum full of people in real pain on the forum and in real life? Doing whatever I can to help members feel better makes me feel better. I've caused enough pain to people in my life, that's why I'm so enthusiastic and am at my happiest when I help.

As far as being hollow, that couldn't be further from the truth. I say what I mean. Thank you for your honesty.


God Bless.
LK


 
LoneKiller said:
Never again will I ever do that. Surely you don't want me to post in such a depressing fashion in a forum full of people in real pain on the forum and in real life? Doing whatever I can to help members feel better makes me feel better. I've caused enough pain to people in my life, that's why I'm so enthusiastic and am at my happiest when I help.

As far as being hollow, that couldn't be further from the truth. I say what I mean. Thank you for your honesty.


God Bless.
LK[/color]

Not at all - its just that the enthusiasm feels a bit off to me - but I suppose that's your nature, and I would not begrudge you. Its interesting what you said about causing pain to people and intend to continue to do so; I, too, have caused pain to people, although in my case it was intentional and they brought it upon themselves by their acts. And yet, I too feel a strange obligation as if to repay, to balance a certain equation.
 

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