Most of the time I just wanna be left alone so I can be in peace with myself and do whatever I want without having to deal with the anxiety of mantaining a conversation.
But then I start feeling well, alone... which sucks, and it makes me wish I was more sociable... I'm a nice guy, look good, can make a few jokes but I'm very shy specially around people I don't know... which keeps me from expanding my social circle.
I really don't know what to say sometimes, plus I don't feel I have a lot in common with most people... I'm not like a total weirdo btu I have my own points of view and my own interests, which I think are not the same with others. Maybe it's just my prejudice, I'll admit I have that problem. I tend to thinki people are simple and shallow (which equals boring), maybe it's a defense method... But I'm coming to a point of my life when I'm just tired of feeling alone and having trouble in meeting new people.
So what do you think? It's conversation difficult for you ppl?
But then I start feeling well, alone... which sucks, and it makes me wish I was more sociable... I'm a nice guy, look good, can make a few jokes but I'm very shy specially around people I don't know... which keeps me from expanding my social circle.
I really don't know what to say sometimes, plus I don't feel I have a lot in common with most people... I'm not like a total weirdo btu I have my own points of view and my own interests, which I think are not the same with others. Maybe it's just my prejudice, I'll admit I have that problem. I tend to thinki people are simple and shallow (which equals boring), maybe it's a defense method... But I'm coming to a point of my life when I'm just tired of feeling alone and having trouble in meeting new people.
So what do you think? It's conversation difficult for you ppl?