I guess we have all been told at least once that we shouldn't go into a relationship thinking or hoping we can change someone. We should love them for who they are. I myself once got told off when I joked that I'd "trained" by then boyfriend to hang his coat up and keep a hotel room tidy when we were away. "Oh you shouldn't try to change people" was the narky response. Hmm I'd say thats just too people being considerate. He learnt to be a bit more tidy and I learnt to let some things go and we met more in the middle. Plus we were only talking about the one or two nights every week / fortnight he spent with me. When he was at home he was able to do what the hell he liked. I just wanted a nice tidy room because to me thats a bit more romantic.
So it would seem society thinks trying to change people no matter now subtlety = bad. Why then does it seem ok for people to be with people like myself, people with problems and issues and try to "fix" them? I've had this with every boyfriend I've ever had to different degrees. Yes in a way you could say they cared or were trying to help but when its a case of when you don't or can't "get over everything" in minutes you're called pathetic and belittled why should I have to put up with it? I recognise myself that I need to improve areas of my life and sort out some issues but people should love me with them or in spite of them instead of getting with me and then getting frustrated that they can't "fix" me and blaming me. My problems aren't who I am but at this moment in time they are a part of me and a part I still want loved.
So it would seem society thinks trying to change people no matter now subtlety = bad. Why then does it seem ok for people to be with people like myself, people with problems and issues and try to "fix" them? I've had this with every boyfriend I've ever had to different degrees. Yes in a way you could say they cared or were trying to help but when its a case of when you don't or can't "get over everything" in minutes you're called pathetic and belittled why should I have to put up with it? I recognise myself that I need to improve areas of my life and sort out some issues but people should love me with them or in spite of them instead of getting with me and then getting frustrated that they can't "fix" me and blaming me. My problems aren't who I am but at this moment in time they are a part of me and a part I still want loved.