SophiaGrace I am really sorry to hear this about you.
I have always looked up to you and you are an inspiration to me.
Not many ppl I could actually say that to.
But you most of the time are a tryer. You don't let little things get you down. Or so it appears you don't.
I guss your only human. I do understand to a certain degree what it can do to you when your so much different then others.
It makes you feel like there is no place for you in the world.
Makes you feel ppl are polite but nothing moor.
Perspective partners may be nice and welcome you has a friend, But that's it
I well confess since you have here I too very recently been posting on a suicide forum
I seat here in so much pain with tears in my eyes and yet I see nothing on line or other wise that helps.
Un-like you I don't have college or work. I live alone. It tears me apart the loneliness.
I should be going to college to do something. My health is not that bad that I am unable to do that.
I struggle to do the work there and would be embarrassed for my academical ability's is not good.
My mum and dad look after a 9 years old. He has better handwriting then I do. And apparently he is behind a little for he's age.
But ye that and my body that's twisted. OK I can hide that with a baggy T-shirt like I do. Not able to hide the limp so well though. Or that I get tied faster then I should. All this dose knock my confidence as well.
Not that am out meeting many new ppl.
HAY, having a good cry can make you feel better after.
You have ti pick yourself up you know. You don't fail at falling down. You fail by not picking yourself up.
You are a great person. A person I wish I know IRL. It sucks that it always seems to be the greatest of ppl that struggle in life. Maybe that's what made them great because there not arrogant and take simple things in life for granted. You certainly don't do that. Anyone that's even read moor then 2 posts made by you here would know that.
Stay strong girl. I know you are anyway.