I just had to endure another party where I tried to express attraction for a girl all night, and then she led a goofy weirdo up to her room to fresia. I have felt this deep frustration build in me for years, and it's coming up to a climax. Something will push me over the edge, and this thing already fucks with my emotions, so I don't know what I might do. I can't tell anyone about it. This forum is the only place. Everyone else just hates me for it. But keeping it inside made it so much worse. It feels like I'm physically ill, all the time, and I can't concentrate on anything. It's already cause me to fresia up a midterm.
I'm really, really scared right now. If one more thing happens, I'm afraid I'll lash out and just lose my mind completely. And here is the only place I can say anything. I'd go to a psychologist, but what are they going to do? Write me a prescription for a girl who feels genuine attraction for me? I don't think I'll even make it through this month.
I'm really, really scared right now. If one more thing happens, I'm afraid I'll lash out and just lose my mind completely. And here is the only place I can say anything. I'd go to a psychologist, but what are they going to do? Write me a prescription for a girl who feels genuine attraction for me? I don't think I'll even make it through this month.