should i stay or go

now that I am going through my second depression here on this desolate island my mother is really pushing for me to move up closer to her and my sister and my niece and nephew. The truth of the matter is that it would be great to have my family around. I have not made any friends here in seven years and I don;t think I'm going to. I have made summer aquantances but they always leave and winters are looong here. I will probably have a better chance of finding a long term partner in a stable community instead of a summer resort. My fear is leaving a good corporate job which I have obtained a comfortable position. Truthfully this is all I have here and all that keeps me here. I hate change and worry that it could be worse after the move. Sometimes I make bad decisions....I have never gotten through one of my depressions without moving but i'm 36 years old now and tired of running

that's a tough decision to make, have you ever tried approaching the single women where you live atm?

Presence said:

that's a tough decision to make, have you ever tried approaching the single women where you live atm?

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i've made a few attempts. the only social thing here is the bars... I can't stand them. there isn't a mall or even a mcdonalds. I survived years with video games, porn and an occasional prostitute off island. the friend i had this summer really brought out what I was missing, sometimes I wish we never met..

what island are you on?