...I'm not the type of person to spend my time in the house. I go out, and I meet loads of people, I make conversation with many people, I find it easy, I can laugh and be social, interact with lots of different types of people...But I still feel messed up inside, I still feel lonely, I still feel empty. On the surface you'd probably think I'm a cool guy, no drama, no attention seeking, no issues with anything, just get on with it, but on the inside I feel messed up, raw anger inside, bitter, just pissed off at the world.