My life has never really amounted to much but what little of it that does I'm slowly destroying. As everyday that goes by I get deeper and deeper, it literally feels like I manage to take one step forward only to fall back two steps. Any accomplishments rarely last beyond the day they happen and they just get lost in the darkness thats become my life story. I got problems, some big and some small. I have regrets, both big and small. All of it is crippling me and virtually ruining any chances of personal growth and I'm afraid. I'm terrified even, that all my efforts to become a stable happy person will eventually lead me to disaster. Now wheres that rock to crawl under!