Lonesome Drinking

I've come to the realisation my life is honeysuckle.

Sitting here drinking by myself again, been hitting a bit lately, and i don't have anyone to talk to. Guess i've resorted to coming on here and typing this ranting honeysuckle.

Yeah, i could go to pub and socialise and do gave a good craic but it's not the same.

Haven't seen mates in weeks and well the last callrd me a waste of time anyway. All cause i couldn'y go away for weekend with little money. I'm a recovering gambling addict for fresia sake.

Why is it when ya try n do good for people iy gets thrown back at ya?

I'm no saint and can be a littlr honeysuckle but fuckin hell am not that bad. All be judged on face value and sick of it.

I don't even rant about all the honeysuckle i deal with this one off really.

Well, acceptrd the fact am friendless and am gonna drink mysrlf to death.

Later all.

most people who drink and/or troll forums are hiding from something.

What in your life are you trying to hide from?

Best Wishes Pog - I used to play with Tazo's too, when I was 10

Ive had sometype of addictions all my life.
Anywhere from drugs, alcohol, women, gambling,
Vedio ganes, internet....ect.

Most people arnt gonna understand you
Unless they lived through it. Even if they
Did , theres nothing they can actaully do
for you....

i dont drink alone. Sarah and Brandist
Is coming over to party down.....
They dont give a fresia. I aint judging the babes.

They look much better than the four fucken
Walls or me getting into it with some stupid
fresia on the net...life is ike that sometimes.

You deal with the hand thats delt to you.
And it aint all Aces.....A pair of queens
Will have to do.

Pog, don't do that. fresia the people who don't like that you're trying to be a better person. Try to surround yourself with positive people and positive things. You should be very proud you haven't made a bet in 2 weeks. Gambling is hard to walk away from. I watched a friend blow through 2000 dollars in 30 minutes at the casino one night. We had to drag him out. Don't think your life is worthless, no one is worthless. Everyone has something to offer to someone.

It just shows how you can't judge people at face value.
From most posts on here, I've always thought of you Poguesy as someone who doesn't even need to be on here, as someone with a good wit and many friends. Wish you well mate anyway.

fresia them poguesy, don't let em take you down. You expected something different from them, it happens. It doesn't make you worse as a person, at least you tried to connect with others, and you've gained certin experience. Hope you feel better soon.

Okay.

Sobered up now so let us disregard this little outburst from Poguesy.

I know what i need to do now so no more worries for me.

Right, time to start annoying you lot again

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Lonesome Crow said:

Ive had sometype of addictions all my life.
Anywhere from drugs, alcohol, women, gambling,
Vedio ganes, internet....ect.

Most people arnt gonna understand you
Unless they lived through it. Even if they
Did , theres nothing they can actaully do
for you....

i dont drink alone. Sarah and Brandist
Is coming over to party down.....
They dont give a fresia. I aint judging the babes.

They look much better than the four fucken
Walls or me getting into it with some stupid
fresia on the net...life is ike that sometimes.

You deal with the hand thats delt to you.
And it aint all Aces.....A pair of queens
Will have to do.

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By the way.

You talk more ******* shite then i care to imagine.

I thought i was bad

LoneKiller said:

Drinking alone is serious business. It will only depress you more. Alcohol is a depressant. It just feels like it helps, but when you least expect it will turn around and bite you in the ass. I'm not talking out of my ass. I've been there. I don't care who you are, anyone who drinks away their problems will regret it in time.

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I hardly drink alone.

I will sup a few drinks before i go out to the pub and i know how much can be ruined by alcohol.

Doesn't matter 'cause this don't apply anymore.

Past the pint of caring