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I hate San Diego
#1
I'm 23. The only place I ever go any more is the grocery store. I'm unemployed, have no license (nothing's good enough to motivate me to get one), live with my parents etc. The film "I, Curmudgeon" more or less sums up my feelings on everything. I'm a lonely motherfucker. I keep a nocturnal schedule because the majority of "day people" piss me off, I hate the weather here, I've always been a night owl anyway etc. Aside from one friend who now lives far away, I'm the only one my age I know who likes old post-punk, punk, no wave, new wave etc. bands like Joy Division, Bauhaus, Teenage Jesus and the Jerks, Lydia Lunch, GG Allin, Boyd Rice, Oingo Boingo etc. but I've become so bitter and lonely I hardly give a shit about music anymore anyway. I stopped going to concerts years ago because all it ever did was reinforce my loneliness and waste money. The only meager income I've managed is shitty online transcription work through Mechanical Turk. I've been on countless interviews but no matter how fake/pleasant/outgoing/ etc. I act, feed them lines etc., I'm sure my contempt shines right through. I more or less hate/am bored with everything. I also now get sick of anything new within a week. If I've already done it, it's boring. Furthermore, writing this doesn't accomplish shit.
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#2
Hello and welcome to ALL,

You prefer honest answers and getting to the point? If you find new things boring. Try this old one. Help other people by volunteering. Help your family, surprise them? Go abroad? Are you applying for night jobs? I'm sorry to hear you are lonely. Why do you feel so aggressive towards people in general?

Anyhow, as you no doubt noticed since you regged here Smile Folks here are really amazing at finding solutions and showing both compassion and/ or telling you truths or showing you perspectives
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#3
What part of SD do you live in?
Wow...It's one of most beautiful city you can live in. Straight cross the board.
but..yeah theres certain parts in any cities thats a bit dirty and crammed.
At 23 and unemployed....shouldnt you at least go to PB or sunset cliffs and be a beach bum?
but that would mean u gatta see daylight....
Yeah, it sounds borning becuase you done it all. Life is pretty fast living in cities.
Kindda slow with no ride and no doe....though.
To the store and back....that's not living the SD life Style...man.
You can do that anywhere....even in a small town.

Have you tried Temp work service???
There's plenty of jobs in SD compair to the rest of the country.
Might not be the greatest paying but it'll help you get a license and a car.

Have you thought about going camping for a week?
Or just take one of those bus out of the city for a day.
To get out of the city..see trees, the forrest...ect
A change of pace to help clear your mind.

I parttied too freaken hard everytime i go to SD.lol
Lived there for a year...i know it can get to you...if you dont have grips of money and a ride.
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#4
Bauhaus and Joy Division? Fine taste, sir.

Unfortunately there is little advice that I can offer you unless you can find something that interests you and maybe that you are even passionate about. Pursuing higher education is always a good place to start, especially as you can get assistance from the government in doing so, but I don't know your individual circumstances. All you can do otherwise is to keep trying to find a job and to set a goal for yourself, however small or large. Even if it's just to get out of San Diego within x number of years.
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#5
I hate where I live too. It is the State that made me miserable and depressed. So I am hoping that I can leave. Not that anything like that will keep me from killing myself, but it is worth a shot right? So I know exactly how you feel. I only do things these days to keep up appearances. I guess I had better save up $1000 so I can buy ski gear and stuff. Oh well, whatever... it does not matter to me anymore.

Like you said nothing is accomplished by posting or replying. I am just going to spiral into suicide. The only advice I can give you is to move away from your current city. That might help, I personally avoid California like the plague.
If suicide were not the answer. I would not constantly be thinking about it.
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#6
I wish they can all be California Girls Toungue



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#7
California does not have a monopoly on hot girls. There are plenty over here where I live. Why do you think that I go to a gym that is a 20 to 35 minute drive from my apartment when there is one that is literally across the street?
If suicide were not the answer. I would not constantly be thinking about it.
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#8
exactly....theres chicks everywhere. Theres life everywhere.
It's definitely not San Degio that sucks.

SD is huge city. There's always something to do.
Different things to do for everyone. Not just the beach or girls.
There's plenty pof everything else there too.
If anything that city has more resourse, opportunities, employment ,
entertainment, social atmosphere avaliable to him.
And the weather definitly dosnt suck all the time.
If anything ..it's more nice than not.
It's also kindda spread out...going 30 miles in land.

If you dont have a job or a ride...it's gonna suck.
The OP just gose to the store and back At night. That's his life style...not SD.
Thats why I asked him...where exactly dose he lives in SD?
Heck he dosnt even need a car. SD has decent transit system.
He can get on a bus to the many beaches, museums and all kinds of tourist atractions if he wants to.
SD isnt a tourist destinations becuase it sucks that's for damn sure.

How in the fuck can you not make friends or get laid in a big ass city of almost 10 million?
Some people do manage it though...

The reason why I only stayed for a year was becuase i partied all the freaken time.
I went differnent places everyday and night after work. i had lots and lots of fun.
Actaully it wasnt even me that fucked up...it was my friend and roomate
that got irresponsible and fucked up all our rent and bill money.

AZ...its not gonna matter where you go either...you're like on this life suck,
suiecidal tendencies mission. Thats your mentality and so call faith.
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#9
(07-26-2012, 08:45 PM)Barbaloot Wrote: Bauhaus and Joy Division? Fine taste, sir.

Unfortunately there is little advice that I can offer you unless you can find something that interests you and maybe that you are even passionate about. Pursuing higher education is always a good place to start, especially as you can get assistance from the government in doing so, but I don't know your individual circumstances. All you can do otherwise is to keep trying to find a job and to set a goal for yourself, however small or large. Even if it's just to get out of San Diego within x number of years.

Agree.
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(07-26-2012, 06:49 PM)privatelife Wrote: I'm 23. The only place I ever go any more is the grocery store. I'm unemployed, have no license (nothing's good enough to motivate me to get one), live with my parents etc. The film "I, Curmudgeon" more or less sums up my feelings on everything. I'm a lonely motherfucker. I keep a nocturnal schedule because the majority of "day people" piss me off, I hate the weather here, I've always been a night owl anyway etc. Aside from one friend who now lives far away, I'm the only one my age I know who likes old post-punk, punk, no wave, new wave etc. bands like Joy Division, Bauhaus, Teenage Jesus and the Jerks, Lydia Lunch, GG Allin, Boyd Rice, Oingo Boingo etc. but I've become so bitter and lonely I hardly give a shit about music anymore anyway. I stopped going to concerts years ago because all it ever did was reinforce my loneliness and waste money. The only meager income I've managed is shitty online transcription work through Mechanical Turk. I've been on countless interviews but no matter how fake/pleasant/outgoing/ etc. I act, feed them lines etc., I'm sure my contempt shines right through. I more or less hate/am bored with everything. I also now get sick of anything new within a week. If I've already done it, it's boring. Furthermore, writing this doesn't accomplish shit.

Im 5 years older and I still hate life as much as you, Ive always hated who I am, how my life is and the bullshit people in my life. I got nothing, Ive studied, Im working, Im hot and still Im alone and got nothing. I dont give a fuck about anything anymore and ur right, writing about this shit dont help.
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