through out my school years i was bullied i have two older brothers who keep in contact with each other but not me and the same with my work mates (i my only mates as far as i know) i cant get a full time job (and i HATE THE PLACE IM AT NOW) and i cant get a girlfriend. i try doing courses but there is always a something to stop me that i cant move foward in life im not suicidal but i do think why am i here