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PickingUpPieces
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Wanted to touch upon loneliness in (and in spite of) marriage.
I've loved her for 7 years... maybe more and we've been married for 3.
I've always been alone. No matter who's around me, where I am. NO matter long back I look... there has always been this overwhelming sense of loneliness inside me. I thought my wife understood some of that. But somehow I feel a much larger sense of loneliness in our marriage.
I still love her - there is no doubt about it. But my love for her only makes me sacrifice everything for her - my loneliness, feeling, ethics, beliefs, likes. And me lonelier than before.
I don't think anyone really understands what I go through. Each day of my life. I don't have courage to make drastic changes in my life. I don't have the courage to kill myself. I've got too much to do in this world. I've been entrusted with a unique purpose, I know it.
Just wanted to share this. Don't know whether I am looking at solutions, solace, pity, advice, action or comfort.
I've loved her for 7 years... maybe more and we've been married for 3.
I've always been alone. No matter who's around me, where I am. NO matter long back I look... there has always been this overwhelming sense of loneliness inside me. I thought my wife understood some of that. But somehow I feel a much larger sense of loneliness in our marriage.
I still love her - there is no doubt about it. But my love for her only makes me sacrifice everything for her - my loneliness, feeling, ethics, beliefs, likes. And me lonelier than before.
I don't think anyone really understands what I go through. Each day of my life. I don't have courage to make drastic changes in my life. I don't have the courage to kill myself. I've got too much to do in this world. I've been entrusted with a unique purpose, I know it.
Just wanted to share this. Don't know whether I am looking at solutions, solace, pity, advice, action or comfort.
