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Strife....... I hear the expression "goes to hell in a hand basket" all the time.
What does that mean?
Why does it have to be a hand basket? Why can't it be a rocket ship dildo or something?
That I'm scared and insecure about dying alone, but I have no prospects, and nothing to attract anyone. That, and any women I do attract thing they can fix me or change me, and can't just help me.
Something I wouldn't tell a stranger on the street, or most people I know:
What makes me want to continue my education and pursue success is not the normal motivation. Most people want money or security or fulfillment. I want to walk into my manager's office and sit a flaming sack of dog honeysuckle on his desk.